I mean dead in the water.
Work is KILLING ME. It's zapped my completely both emotionally and physically. The time of year isnt helping.
Between a sickness and then crazy work stress and hours I've stopped running. I'm not eating well either. Weight is probably around 240-ish. Ick, not good. My good maintenence weight is around 215-220.
I'm working on getting into a new position with a different company that will help take away much of the stress. Hopefully I'll know something in the next few days.
If anything out of all these negatives at least I'm aware of what's going on and I am really trying to do what I can to keep things in control, but it's really really hard right now.
Just wanted to come clean. Overall I'm really not happy with how things have gone the past 6 months and I do feel like I need another lifestyle change to get things back in check. No, I'm not looking at losing 100 + pounds like the first time, but this stage is no less hard and maybe harder then when I first decided to get healthy almost 3 years ago.
Trying to hang in there. Stick with me.
Still here, still working
4 months ago